I struggled with hatred for alomost 12 years . At one time i thought i wont get out of my hatred . But during my financilal crisis period i start to see God through Jesuas christ . In Jesus i saw a loving God , not a punishing God . Before knowing Jesus i thought Gods gift is money and other material things , but Jesus taught me Gods best gift is Holy Spirit . He taught me that God shall  give his children , Gods best gift Holy spirit . I ask Jesus how can i become children of God . Then he showed me Mathew 5 ;44  " Love your enemies  , and pray for those who persecute you , so that you may become the children of God . Then with the help of Jesus Christ  i prayed for the person i hate from my mind . I thank God for filling his spirit with Holy spirit . when i prayed like this for some days , then Jesus helped me to overcome my hatred .

This experience i have written in a book , " HOW JESUS TAUGHT ME TO FORGIVE & LOVE "  . this book will be available to read through   www.forgiveandlove.com    Thanking you , georgenx , georgenx@yahoo.com .